After a moment of cannabis-induced anxiety this morning, I felt the depth of my heart come to light.

Bliss— like the feeling of being underwater and looking up towards the sky watching the sun become one with the water.

But at first, I panicked.

Be, do, have.

I was stuck in the "do" phase for years and wondered why the f*ck things were never working out for me.

Confused, depressed, anxious, and so upset with the world for not reciprocating my needs, I felt abandoned.

Being healthy was my home & it was time to be it, unconditionally.

For a long time, I felt disconnected from people and the world, so I ran off into the wilderness to pursue a self-sustainable lifestyle. From the east coast to the west coast, I searched